Sunday, 24 May 2009

Some sad news to share.

Hope everyone is enjoying the bank holiday weekend and the lovely weather (if it's not pouring of rain with you of course).
I don't have a card to show today, but I thoughy I would just post to let you all know why I haven't been posting much lately etc.
I wouldn't noramally tell people I don't really know personal stuff about me, but I have thought about it and I feel that you are all my friends as well as blogging buddies and I feel much better telling people than keeping everything to myself, so here goes....
First things first, as all my regular visitors will know, I have not been feeling myself lately and have been quite ill. Well I finally figured out what all that was about and believe me it was a huge shock to the system!! I found out the other day that I was pregnant!! Well that would explain why I felt like s**t, but I still wasn't feeling well over the weekend and started to bleed yesterday, so called NHS 24 and spoke to a doctor which just happened to be my old GP. Anyway she told me that because it was only a small amount and it wasn't bright red, it would just be old blood and that I would probably be fine, but I was still worried as this happened when I was pregnant last year and the same day I misscarried. She told me just to put my feet up and take it easy which I did, but today I knew something wasn't right and sure enough I started getting really bad stomach cramps, then went to the loo and well you don't need to know all the details but you get the picture, I had lost the baby.
So as you can imagine my head is a bit messed up just now and I haven't even though about crafting. To tell you the truth, I have been too sore to do anything but lie in my bed, but I took some painkillers a while ago and the pain is not that bad just now so I thought I would pop on the computer for a while and visit all your fab blogs to take my mind off it a bit :)
I hope you all understand that I might be a bit loose with posting cards etc for a while but I will be visiting your blogs and seeing what you have all been up too.
Thanks for stopping by today.

Lora x

21 comments:

Debbie said...

Oh I'm so sorry to hear this Lora. You must be devastated. My thoughts are with you.

Take care hunny.

Big hugs Debbie xx

June said...

Aw hun this is awful you take care of yourself and get plenty of rest, sending you loads of gentle hugs love xxxxx

mitch1066 said...

oh i'm so sorry ...and for it to be the second time too.Please take it easy and take care of yourself!

Dawn said...

Oh my goodness Lora that is awful.
Take care and rest up...

Hugs

Dawn
x

Tracy said...

Oh Lora, how sad. I don't know how your feeling, I can only imagine. Please do take care of your self , my thoughts and love go to you and your family.
Hugs to you all
Tracy x

karen said...

i am so sorry to hear your sad news, you take care of yourself. thinking of you x karen x

coldwaters2 said...

Oh Lora this is sad sad news for you and your family. I wish I could say something that would make you feel ok but I can't so I am sending you the biggest bagful of hugs and kisses for you & yours. Take care.

Hugs
Lorraine x

vikkithescrapjunkie said...

Hi Lora, Im really sorry to hear about your sad news, Same thing happened to me 3 yrs ago so i can imagine how you must be feeling right now. Take it easy let everybody pamper you and rest up for a while. My thoughts are with you and im sending you lots of hugglies xxxxxxxxx

Angie said...

Lora,
I am so sorry to hear the sad news,
I am lost for words,
But praying and sending special hugs
for you and your family,
Hugs
Angie

terriavidreader (IN-USA) said...

I am so sorry too. I have you and your family in prayers to help get you through these tough days ahead.

Julies Crafty Creations said...

I'm so sorry to hear your tragic news,you must be devastated, my thoughts are with you and I am sure everyone else's are too. Take care Julie x

Marjanne said...

I am very sorry to hear this news, take good rest and care of yourself. It must not be easy with your three little kids, hut maybe they help you to get over this. I am with you in my thoughts!

Chris (Wellnifty) said...

So sorry to hear your sad news Lora, thinking of you,
take care

Chris x

Enfys said...

This is my first visit to your blog so I hope you don't find my reply to this post intrusive, but reading it made me so sad for you. I had a hard time this way between my first and second child, but went on to have 3 healthy babies. Hugs to you
En

Carisa said...

Oh no, sweetie, I'm so sorry to hear this. Ugh, words aren't enough so I'll just send you a big ole' cyber hug....***HUG*** Take your time and I'm glad stopping by my little old blog was able to put a smile on your face even if just for a little while.

Stef H (Glitterbabe) said...

Oh, I'm so sorry. I've been there so I know exactly what you're feeling. You are in my prayers!

Hugs,

Amy Johnson said...

OH, I am so sorry to hear this! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Thanks for sharing. And, thanks for the 'laugh' you gave me today. When I read your comment about enjoying the 'bank holiday', I just burst out laughing. Only banks and post offices enjoy this holiday. If your in retail like me, you still have to work.

Elle-phan-tastic cards said...

Oh my chicken, I'm so sorry to hear that. I kinda know how you feel as my sister mis carried only a couple months ago, plus I've been trying for nearly 5 years now. Its heartbreaking. Hope you are coping ok. I'm not too bad thank you struggling a bit with my health diet but nothing too bad. Keep your chin up chick x x

Anjou Krelovich said...

Lora, I'm so sorry. I had no idea you were going though this. I can imagine how painful it must be both physically and emotionally. Take good care of yourself and don't worry about any of your fellow blogging buds. We'll all think of you and know you'll be around when you can.

Rach said...

oh sweetie, sending you big cyber hugs. you take care of yourself..
xxx

Ellie said...

(((Lora))) So sorry to hear about this. Don't worry about making any cards right now, just take care of yourself. You will be in my thoughts!
Hugs,
Ellie.